Deflated!!

Deflated is the only word that can describe my mood today. Imagine you are in a room with 300 new nursing graduates and you wait 45 minutes just to see the L&D recruiter and she tells you that they have no positions open. It hit my heart instantly. I feel so sad!

I have no doubt that the Lord has provided this career and I know 99.9% sure it is his will that I become a nurse. I just wish I could see what he holds for me in the next coming weeks. I would sleep a lot better and not break out as much!!! I have no fingernails and the gray hairs are popping out left and right.

I was super sad driving home and I had an instant smile when I walked through the door. This is what I have waiting at home for me.

This is why I am doing what I am doing! It is all worth it!!